just realized that i have alot of blog entry that i typed in my mac but did not bother publishing. now looking back, i realized what a disappointment i was.. and what a joke i am to others… brokenness is an understatement. and i dont think anything can fix me up again… i am currently so broken to the state that i am begging for love… begging for company… begging for human interaction.. but at the same time, feeling unworthy of all these people can give me, i push them all away…
looking at myself, i cant bear to love myself.. how do i expect anyone to love me? i’m too broken to feel anything… who can save me?
~sam~
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Sam. You are not nothing to me, at least.
You are a precious sister that God gave to me.
So dun think so badly about yourself ger. Anything can drop me a call.
Comment by Henry — February 28, 2010 @ 6:45 pm |